Paralysis

Plan: Night 3 of my MILD challenge, when I fell asleep last night I was wishing I could do something to help with the disaster down in Japan, things are such a disaster down there... I do not even have money to donate... I was thinking if I could just AP a lot better than I could use that ability to find survivors, even to find those who have passed so their loved ones could have closure. I was focused on that, and I had a lucid dream where I did just that. It felt like my consciousness was jumping from one animal to another and searching for survivors... I am in a different place, I am lucid, but I am not in Japan, which is what had been on my mind when I fell asleep. Instead I am on the moon, and <PERSON> is there with me. He says he thinks some of the people from other worlds that we are in contact with such as <PERSON>, Q, etc. can possibly manage to communicate with the people trying to keep the nuclear power plant in Japan stable... if they can manage to communicate, maybe they can help. I tell <PERSON> I really wish there was something I could really do to help... He says all we can do is try. We teleport to the nuclear plant, along with the people I mentioned who are going to try to help, there are somewhere around 180 men and women rotating in and out of the plant, sea water is being brought in to cool the reactor core, radiation levels are high. <PERSON> says the right kind of energy field can help neutralize some radiation... which is also energy... though it will not help if there is a meltdown... there does not seem to be a lot I can do there. So now I am in a city, or what is left of a city. The place is a complete disaster, it looks like I was completely wrong about there being even a vague chance of finding anyone in that place who is still alive. I am having feelings of hopelessness, but since I am non-corporeal right now, I go ahead and phase through some of the rubble to look farther underneath it. More destruction... solid rubble... just a total disaster. The dead, I only spot a couple of bodies, but there are spirits of those who have passed being drawn to me since I am in a form similar to them but still connected to a living body. They are lost and confused, some do not even seem to realize they are dead. I try to tell them they need to move on to the next world, some do so, others do not want to admit they are dead, and still others do not even believe in another world after this one. I find a survivor. Now what? She is trapped, unable to move, too weak to make much sound. I find a short way to the surface. After a short look I find a rescue dog and enter the dog's mind, a friendly dog, a good dog wants to help. The dog and I guide a rescuer back to the trapped woman. Perfect! I can get the animals to help! I enter a bird and harass a rescuer until he finally follows me to a some trapped animals that are still alive. As a kitten, I lead a rescuer to a man and his daughter who are trapped, drawing attention with plaintive mews. Still as a cat, I find a woman buried in rubble. I cannot find anyone to help, she is so deep down... and hurt too badly. All I can do is stay by her side and purr... she seems to find some comfort in the kitty beside her purring... the kitty is also crying...