Screaming or howling

I take some melatonin (3 pills) 1 pill of <PERSON> and after going back to bed and wait for the vibrations to kick in. It is been a while and my natural ability to WIlD or even get lucid has all but disappeared - need to train again and stop relying on pills :/ . I go under, a nice comfortable sleep paralysis, trying to raise the vibrations by focusing them into my chest chakra. I scream releasing the energy, I still cannot raise it to be as strong as it was though, something is missing. ... I walk a bit, the dream is not fully formed, I scream at it to clarify, to become clearer - but it only comes to for a few minutes, crisp then blurring into fading into nothing. This happens a few times, the lucidness only lasting for a brief few seconds... (partial lucid from this point) ... I am on a boat, sailing somewhere - it is a steel mechanical thing - we have quite a few passengers - possibly 10 - 20, we seem to be travelling to the same place. . inside a shack, a man is standing opposite me - I use telekinesis to lift a cup (or sponge?) and fly it around the room - to my surprise he counters my powers and uses telekinesis on the cup as well. It is time to go to my destination - but where? Where is the clock tower - where is Cardia? (The images on the page did not work (IRL) so I realize I have no way to locate it) SO I take the second option - I try to go and meet <PERSON> and <PERSON> on the moon as I know they are all back in action - I chant and create a portal - both using a strong intent on the destination and the people. The portal starts to open, but stubbornly so - not much of an opening really - so I leap through - but everything goes black, the dream has just fallen apart, I have to will the dream to reform and then try again, the portal opens and I jump through a second time - and the dream starts to fall apart AGAIN - now this is really pissing me off - one last time, after the portal has opened and I jump through I force into being the surface of the moon - but no, this is all wrong, this is just a pale comparison to what is should be like - this is just my own rough sketch of the place but not really the place. I am able to go anywhere I like now, why is the moon still causing me trouble? I will ask my dream guide to take me there next time . Back on the boat, we are heading back, people are sitting in rows, lined up on the boat. The water is murky - really dark and dirty, the floor of the boat is made up of sheets of metal - but I need to go back - to get someone? I think I need to go back and get someone?... ... We have come to the shore, our journey is over - I get out and come onto a street, we seem to be in a town, it is at night - I cannot remember which way I came from though - up or down the street? I choose down and get lost in a small shopping center - where am I ?