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I am on Mars, with several other astronauts. We are actually wearing space suits this time. I got sick, because of a disease that was typical to space travel, and Mars in particular. I had diarrhea. I was sitting with my back against a rock, feeling miserable. I actually sh*t myself. There were several escape pods lined up not too far away. Small rocket-propelled craft that, when activated, could carry one passenger back to Earth automatically. I felt terrible, but did not want to be the first to turn back. Forgotten dream that took place abroad somewhere? I was driving a bus like a complete maniac. I had to dodge the pumps of a gas station at some point. After this, I was stranded (next to a highway? near a sewage tunnel?) and separated from the others (my mom and others?). We had plans to go out for dinner. I also recall being in a school at night, in the pitch black. I do not remember what I did there. Then there was a young woman (I think she was called <PERSON>). She was dressed in "punk" style, and had short hair and piercings. I told her she reminded me of "<PERSON>". I thought she was hot. I am in a garage. I exit into a very large, very dark room (reminds me of a parking garage). It was so dark, I could not see the walls in the distance. From the darkness, several creatures, monsters - attack. They came from all corners of the room. What exactly happened next, I do not remember. But I think I murdered someone by throwing one of the monsters at them. The monster then killed them. I do not know who the victim was. I think I vaguely recall two children sitting on the ground? Girls? Anyway... suddenly, <PERSON> (a guy I have met several times at a cryonics meetup) showed up, and started threatening us (suddenly, I was with some other guy). He had seen what we had done, and would make sure we would suffer the consequences of our crimes. My "partner in crime" was <PERSON>, the actor who plays the guy from 'Nerve' (the movie). When <PERSON> had left, I said to <PERSON> that we could either kill him, travel back in time and not do this at all, or we would be fucked. I remember seeing a suit of armor. That is it. A hypnagogic vision.