Voices

05/12/10 I am in this game. (INNER AWARENESS) It is one of those dreams where I dream I know the area and have been there before (INNER AWARENESS, beat the game before, So I am a small as a mouse, and I think I was summoned to where I was by <PERSON> and the Brain (INNER AWARENESS, FORM). I was following this zipline that probably had some every-day purpose since I was so small. I was together with a girl. At this point I did not know much about her. When I got up to an upper floor, I triggered this cutscene where a guy started talking. I never saw him, but the girl spits and say "pfft, you are just a butterfly!" in a pissed off voice. We venture into a corner that is a dead end and back out. Then there is a memory lapse. Suddenly I stand at the end of the game. I do not know, in the dream, I think the game is F.E.A.R.(INNER AWARENESS) It really felt so recognizable in the dream, as if though I should know what game it is. First, I am with a boy. I am possessed by someone, standing in an ominous plane, and I kill the boy, quickly and deadly. Then time jumps back and this time it is the girl standing in front of me. This time I see her, I fall absolutely in love. In hindsight, she was not that beautiful, but I felt in the dream as if though she had proven her worth as an admirable person in the memory lapse. I perceived her as highly intelligent and loving. <PERSON> was I wild about her in the dream. Physically, she looked a bit like <PERSON>, but her hair was less flowing, and more boxshaped right around her face, from where it extended to long, fuzzy hair. She was wearing a slightly futuristic battle armor, slightly akin to a F.E.A.R. clone's armor, and she had a rifle. She says something I cannot remember, but it was sympathetic and smart. But of course, shit happens. This is the same scene as before, like an alternate ending. So this time I kill her, while possessed. I do not know who possessed me, but I sort of saw <PERSON> lie dead on the ground a couple a times, along with other bodies I do not remember. It might have been his dying vengeance. Now that was fucking painful, and if it was not enough, I get to rewind and see the fucking last ending, where I kill her again, painfully. It was painful the first time too, not like with the boy. I slap her across the face repeatedly, with inhuman speed, until she dies. God damn it. And I was one of the most happy people when falling asleep that night, what the hell. Inner Awareness 42 Action 70 Form 53 Context 47