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This is a near-exact copy of the text in my journal 19th Oct WITAT: Church dream Lucid Dream It was night time and there was a rooftop party. A few seconds after it started, I heard my mantra. "Oh yeah" I said, following with me rubbing my hands. This time, I decided to try summon Oney, the closest person to being my sub. It did not work for a moment. I then tried to fly. Someone was watching and I was like, "Eff you!" and jumped, but never flew. Then I noticed Oney for a moment, but ignored her. I then tried to summon the keyblade (from kingdom hearts, again). Instead of the usual method, I tried to feel it and imagine it. Then there it was, in my hand. I had to hold it with 2 hands as it was massive. I then spent the rest of the dream swinging the keyblade around horizontally. 22nd Oct I have named my sub and it agrees with it... This, I have to comment. As I was writing this, I was baffled by the lucid dream, along with the next page. Of course, after a year and a third, it would occur differently to me. "I decided to try summon Oney, the closest person to being my sub" as I wrote this exact line, I was very confused. I remembered Oney being the name of my sub, but seeing "the closest person to being my sub" had me dumb struck. I remembered seeing a girl named Oneida in the dream. While thoroughly reading through the entry, I was still dumb, so I decided to continue writing it. Of course, I then realised, for this entry alone, I decided to call Oneida "Oney" just for the sake of being indirect, but the closest person to being my sub part still has me baffled. Until today, I still call my subconscious Oney because sub is a pretty dull word, and plus, it is fun blaming stuff on it especially when it is a little personified.