Knocking

This trip was a bit different and longer than my previous. I took three hits of a new 20X that I revived in the mail. I took them all 15 minutes apart from each other, but in the end they all blended together. I took my first hit in my pitch black room. This stuff was really powerful because it knocked me onto my bed and I started seeing the orange energy like I normally do. He was talking to me. I wanted to ask him some questions, but they were forgotten by his presence. Everything was forgotten about my past life. All that mattered was who he was. I started coming back to the present and could still feel his presence in the room. I felt that there were others in the room, but not in my dimension. I later listened to my recording and found that was actually talking. I said that I knew who he was, but who was he? I told him it was just him and I in the room and he was telling me nothing new. Then I said his name. Ohm - Bosh - Lek. I suddenly remembered saying his name and the power I felt behind it. I remember that when I said his name, I felt a strong gust of wind behind me. I then proceeded to take another hit while the room was still spinning. I was instantly knocked onto my bed and fully paralyzed. At that point I had forgotten that I took salvia and was frightened. I tried to hard to move, but all I could was breath and watch the energy. I felt the feeling of being ripped into a thousand pieces and squashed into another reality. This was not as pleasant as the other experiences. I finally accepted what was happening and relaxed. I do not remember too much of what happened. At some point I turned the tv on and put of meditation music. The music was the sound of water moving and really relaxing music. I took another hit and instantly became an energy and started flying through the universe. I wanted to try to elongate this effect and laid completely still. I was traveling to incredible places. Finally the feeling stopped, but I continued the meditation. I ended up at a stream. This stream was very real and I think this was a combination of HI and salvia because I was laying in this position for over 20 minutes without moving. I realized that I knew this stream from somewhere. There were brilliant spots of energy flowing through this river (its almost like a river in space. Its impossible to describe) The energy's would leave the stream of life to enter a new born body. When that body dies, the energy goes to the source. It made me think that we are this energy. We were never born and we never die. Our bodies are just hosts and that when we die, our consciousness separates and goes back to its original source. It was the most incredible feeling. Some time later I was still meditating and was laying in a stream that was floating down a river. It was sunny and the grass was really long. I realized that I must be in a dream and extreme HI. This was interrupted by my ex barging into my house demanding to see my dog. I was completely sucked out of the meditation and back to reality