Voices

Not exactly a dream, but here we go... I was on the phone with my girlfriend until 6AM, I turned off the computer and it was dark, I was still on the phone, but in my bed already. I closed my eyes because I hate being in the dark and I saw a wall with a lizard on it. It freaked me out a bit, so I decided to hang up and try to WILD, I figured that I was already hallucinating. I started relaxing and, for the first time ever, an image came to my mind. I guess I should mention that I felt a little numbness on my arms and legs and a light pressure on my chest, but nothing more than that. The image was of a beach, it was night. I am not exactly a beach person, but I was okay with the scenario and decided to simply enjoy it. That did not work that well, though, because suddenly there were tornadoes everywhere. I thought "well, I am going to die then, but no problem, it will not be for real, I will just wake up". That made me realise that 1) I could still feel my body, so I could "wake up/get up" if I wanted to and 2) I could try to control this scenario, whatever it was. I started thinking that the tornadoes would come towards me, but nothing would happen. So my mind must have decided to make things more interesting, aaand... tsunamis, tornadoes and lightning bolts EVERYWHERE. I was still telling myself I had the power, but I could feel that I was going to lose control of it. So I decided to focus on meeting my celebrity crush, <PERSON>. I thought I could see her at a park or something, but I kept finding myself in a flat. Very frustrating. Then I remember seeing the Statue of Liberty, which made me happy, because that meant I was in NY, at least. Finally, I was in a groceries store and <PERSON> was there. The problem was that I could not actually see her. I could not hear her voice either. After lots of tries, I managed to see her and imagine her voice, so I decided it was time to imagine myself talking to her. At first, I was a little boy. Awful. I tried again, but I could not see my face, I wanted to be me, but at the same time, I wanted to be hotter... and male. It took me some time to simply accept to not see my face. So I said hi to her, asked for a pic, she was really nice and I was proud of myself. Then, I was in my bedroom and there was a girl floating above my bed. She was not above me, it was like she was standing next to my feet. I knew she was not real, but I did not want that image, so I moved, because I could still feel my body. Is there such thing as a semi-lucid dream? (I copied that from my workbook)