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So my MILD was slightly more successful this time, in the sense that I actually woke up after one of my dream cycles. Last time I just slept through the night. So I feel like by practicing ADA, frequent RCs, and trying to MILD through mantras before I go to sleep, I am (slowly but surely) getting closer to a LD. Haha wow, I do not think I have ever used that many acronyms in one sentence before. I am going to be trying to write my dream journal in present tense from now on, as I have heard it is better for recall. - In my first dream I am hanging out with the two girls who I have probably spent more time thinking about than any other girls in the world, S and C. (If only N was there as well, it would have completed the triforce of bitterness and pent up whatever). All three of us are trying on identical purple lacy dresses. The dresses are very strange. In my second dream I am watching 30 Rock with M and <PERSON>. I feel a little weird because <PERSON>'s wife is on the show, and I think it must be awkward for him to be watching her on TV since they got divorced. (I do not think he is even married in real life) <PERSON> turns into MC (me and <PERSON>'s friend), and he shoves wooden stirring spoon heads covered in cous cous into <PERSON>'s mouth. I wake up and write down the notes from my dream. I try and fall back to sleep visualizing myself becoming lucid, but it does not work. In my third dream I am at a sort of banquet put on by my two guy friends G and A. A lot of our other friends are there, along with <PERSON>. Throughout the dream I switch back and forth between being myself, and being <PERSON>. At one point I am going to use the restroom, and all the toilets are really weird boxes on the walls. That is all I remember. Maybe tonight will be the night for a lucid. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP! Hahaha