Paralysis

Video store I am either reading a computer screen or looking at a scene inside a video store. I see J and some guy approaches her. She is working there. they begin talking... they are flirting a little bit. The guy mentions he is into some sort of drugs. to which she says. "Man I have not gotten high like that since christmas." Suddenly I am at my computer screen again and say to myself. "My god J works at a video store???" Anti Matter Plain I am driving in a car with my brother and we are going to someone is house. My brother says he lives on the edge of the anti matter plain. we got to the house and in the field I see a big black flat thing... as if matter disappears and all that there is is this black glossy thing. suddenly we begin to mine it or something. SP I am in sleep paralysis. I am trying to astral project. I cannot figure out how to leave my body. I hear my brother and his girlfriend talking. I find it strange since I figure I must be hearing a dream since I KNOW my brother has already left this morning. I keep trying to rise out of my body but wind up waking up instead. <PERSON> I am going into a sort of flat apartment that is also like a trailer park. I live In an apartment in the right side of the hallway. and J lives on the other side. As I walk down the hall I am thinking that I never see J in the hallway since she parks her car by the door leading outside the other end of her apartment. I notice <PERSON> behind me now... or I turn to greet her and we walk towards my apartment. She mentions I am handsome or something. I find it strange that she would dare to flatter me in this way since she usually has a hard time showing any sort of affection for me... unless we have a huge fight and make up first. I notice something posting on J's door as I try to enter my apartment. It is a letter I can see my name on it. I cannot make out the rest. it says she left for some reason but she wants to get back to me. I shrug and enter my apartment with <PERSON> instead. <PERSON> again We are in my apartment or something. I m talkig to her and we are discussing a relationship or something. she seems a bit nervous but seems accepting of what I am saying.