Boom

I am praying to god that I am using this system correctly. Notes: *Gone to bed around 1 AM but due to my father not shutting his trap fell asleep around 4 AM. The sound of my dad voice could turn my mood from happy to depressing...The biggest turn off for me EVER. I do not hate my dad though we not the best paring in the world...It is just his voice. *During this time I think my body fell asleep before my mind. *Woke up around 5:00 AM *Was hungry the night before but out of laziness and mood ate nothing. Dream: I was dreaming of being in (or just looking at) Maplestory FreeMarket. This was one of the last pictures I looked at that night: <URL> The area is backwards due to game version (MSEA compare to GMS) which I recall it was the same in my dream. I was in my dark room and I decided to go to my living room which was also dark as hell. I walk back to my room which the door was open less then halfway. I heard a toy robot (which I did not see but got an image in my head of what it look like...I just now recall where it came from, it was from Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood where Al became depressed) and for some reason it was scaring me. I ran to to living room to turn on the light (lamp) but I notice the robot was going super fast and I was going nowhere for a small house. [Lucid] Surrounded by darkness I could not care less about the toy and try to go from running to flying (Super Sonic style) but notice that I am waking up so I just woke myself up. I basically told myself "screw it, I will try it next time." [Awake] Sleep paralysis kicked in... All of this time I thought it was just my body being lazy...When I think of paralysis I was thinking of not being able to move no matter how much you try which is somewhat true...But to me...It was more like your body is just too lazy to move. The window which I cannot see out of have a UFO kind of light...I was saying "eat me, eat me" though sleep paralysis would not let me speak. Here a little note about myself. Eat me is a insult, "kill me", "eat me", basically "have your way with me" but not really sexual though I guess it could be, "possess me" all in one. I am a little suicidal when it come to dreaming (which is funny as in life I would not dare to take risks) and I often could not care less. One dream (not sure if it was recorded or not) I told a demon to "fuck off" while giving it the finger just so the demon to kill me in one fast attack...Yea... The window did not have any bright lights when the paralysis wore off. Now that I know what sleep paralysis truly is now, I now can use it.