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Hey guys. So, I have not been around here for a while.. but I thought this "event" was significant enough to get myself back here. So, every once in a while (random times really...), I get into a dream state where I (until now) am not able to see or move and I have EXTREME vibrations. This is one of the few times I have a. not gotten scared of it, and b. been able to use my eyes and move. I do not like being in this state really because I cannot move and that always scares me. I am not really sure why... but that is not the point. I find that I usually get into this state when I am EXTREMELY tired (as I was the night this happened). So, how I actually got into it though, well.. I do not remember 100%, but I remember going to bed early and waking up (not sure if i woke before this happened or after...). But, when I was in this state, I looked at my clock and saw 11:44. Then, I could not move or see again, so I tried to wake myself up. (I need to figure out an effective way to wake from these... sometimes i cannot wake :/) When I awoke, it was 11:45. Now, I know that the only possible explanation for seeing the correct time in my sleep is that I woke before I got into that state... or maybe looked at the clock in my sleep (but i doubt that...), but still... it intrigues me.. I could have sworn that i looked at it when I was actually asleep. It was one heck of a night... let me know what ya'll have to say about this and sorry for the bad writing skills... i am too lazy to take the effort to make it easy to understand. Thanks!