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Hello, this morning I tried doing SSILD again and everything went well until I was done with the technique itself and it was time to sleep again. I could not fall back asleep, after several hours I eventually fell asleep but the effect of SSILD had lost it is power. 1. The 9/11 incident I am in Chemistry class at school and we get a preview of what the exam may look like, one of the exercises is so long that I lose hope before the exam has even started. The bell goes and I walk down the stairwell with a friend and we talk about how the exam is going to be impossible. Then when I get to the secondary entrance I suddenly know I am about to go on a trip with a class, I do not know where but it will be about something religious or something. Suddenly I am standing with the class on a roof somewhere in NY and the teacher is talking about some things but I am distracted and look back at the twin towers. I can see an airplane flying towards it and I see it crash into the building. I see it happening over and over again from all kinds of angles, I saw it maybe 40 times. Then I told someone about what if the plane flew lower, now I see the plane crashing into a smaller building infront of the towers, I say "Good, now less people die because those are appartements and most people are now working.", then I see the plane hitting the tower quiet high, it does not explode but instead cuts the top of the building of and drops it next to the main tower preventing it from collapsing completly. Suddenly I am on street level and see a large cloud of dust coming towards me, I see a police officer keeping a hand for his mouth so he would not breath in too much dust. Again I see the buildings explode multiple times, then I am suddenly back at school in the main hall and I wake someone up and try to grab something out of her bag. 2. England in a nutshell I am watching a film, <PERSON> strands up on a shoar, just behind a large mansion. Two rich people pick her up and addopt her, then I say to myself "So that is how she got so rich...", suddenly I am in England with school for a week. We get divided into small groups and get houses to sleep in, I and a friend get the mansion from before. The rooms are really large and quiet dark, the sky seems to be grey always. It all goes really fast, suddenly I am playing a game of soccer and I am the goal keeper, I want to write my name on the ground infront of the goal. The goal is small, I stand behind it and lean over it to write my name on the other side on the ground, the owner of the mansion's wife tells me I am not allowed to write my name on the ground, while leaning over the goal. However I can do it without leaning over the goal, which makes me think of how stupid all of these rules are. Then we are in a large theater, it is massive and most of the school has already taken a seat. I sit infront with some friends and the show is about to start, the security is extremely tight and I do not dare getting out of my chair or doing really anything. One student walks in and is late, he gets taken away by the security. Then we suddenly stand outside and I know I am late for the buss so I am in a hurry. I think if I keep practicing SSILD it might start giving impressive results, I have only done it 3 times until now and 2 out of 3 it worked.