Voices

<PERSON> I went back into <PERSON>'s for the first time since I quit. It was nighttime. I went over towards the customer service desk side, hoping that no managers would see me. There were not many people there at all; I did not see any customers. <PERSON> (a supervisor) then saw me from a distance. I was fine with seeing him. He said "<PERSON>!" and ran up to me. We talked for a bit. I had been noticing how different the atmosphere felt there, how it was not the same place I got hired at when I first started. I heard a girl's voice I did not recognize paging on the intercom. I commented on this to <PERSON>. Then, <PERSON> led me up to this big, tall black stair step ladder that was over by the service desk. He walked me up to the top of it and told me in so many words that since I quit, I had to stand up there for awhile. He then left to go do something else. I felt silly standing up there so I got down. I feel as if I encountered <PERSON> again, but I cannot recall any more than this. ~ I was with <PERSON>' and <PERSON> sleeping in these makeshift spaces outside. It was morning, and I was just waking up in my sleeping bag. It was like we were camping. I had been sleeping in this incomplete wooden structure that <PERSON> had built; it is as if the bottom half of it was done, but it was missing a top half and a roof. The structure also appeared to be partially sunken into the ground; you could see dirt from underground pressing against the incomplete portions of the walls. There was also an orange tent next to it that was mine. I had gotten it late, however, sometime after <PERSON> had built his structure. For some reason, I had not slept in it in a few days, but instead, I slept in <PERSON>'s structure. I spoke with <PERSON> and <PERSON>' a bit. I told <PERSON> how the structure he built looked sunken into the ground; you could see dirt. I told him he was now at higher risk for snakes and pests invading his space. I then thought about how I had not slept in my tent in a few days, and my sleeping bag in the tent probably had spiders and stuff in it. At some point, I looked at my sleeping bag and noticed a stripe of light brown/reddish dirt on it. I could not think of how it got there. ~ <PERSON> was showing me some beta versions of some video games, <PERSON> and some other game. The Star Fox beta was originally called "Bunny Adventure", where you played as a rabbit, probably Peppy Hare, in a Banjo-Kazooie type adventure game. A voice was narrating, as if I was watching an ad for the beta version of the game. It advertised the hero as having metal legs, which, in IWL Star Fox, they all do have metal legs. It said other things as well, but I cannot remember what. I wondered if there was a full beta out there somewhere of this game since the game play in the ad showed a very complete looking game. Then, <PERSON> was playing the game and making all these things happen that were not programmed into the game merely by thinking about them (a nod to lucid dreaming). He made this Satan-like boss appear, and all these other dark things were happening too. It felt odd and a bit unnerving to watch him do this. ~ I know I dreamed more than this, especially in the <PERSON>'s dream. The last dream about the beta game is very hard to explain; it had more of a feel to it than anything that was unnerving towards the end. I have not really been too focused on LDing these past few days, mostly just from dealing with daily life issues and focusing on work. This has also affected my recall, so it seems. When things calm down again, I will shift my focus back.