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Went to bed at 5AM and woke up at 3:40PM. From what I remember, I was at some sort of camp. We are up very high in the trees with ziplines and our harnesses attached to wires. My mom is there. I am trying to transfer myself over to another wire but the clips are not working. There is an old man in the trees with me who I recognize from my pool who is trying to help me. I wake up. I start to sleep again trying to go back to the trees. I am dreaming I am back at college on this place called <PERSON>. There is townhouses with decks next to each other. I look over to the left and there is a fraternity and sorority next to each other talking on decks. The house I am at has a bunch of my fraternity brothers out and about drinking and hanging out. I remember it felt like I had just woken up, but it looked like it was pretty much night time. People keep talking about how it looks like it is night time but it is only 2PM. It looks kind of like the sun is setting. I see my friend JP opening a beer. I ask if anyone wants to split a case of beer and three younger brothers on chairs jump up and come with me. We are walking up the street to the gas station. There is a pool to the left of us that we recognize some people at. We walk in and my friend <PERSON> is there at the end of the pool, or someone who kind of looks like him. There is kids jumping like 30 feet in the air and then diving into the shallow pool but they are fine. I start to walk back to the door when I pass a girl in a white shirt. As I turn around, I see it is <PERSON>. Someone asks me who she is and why we do not date anymore and I tell them a lie saying that she cheated on me. I wish I could have talked to her. I walk outside of the gate and pass my childhood friend's mom <PERSON> and a posse of people including this famous girl that used to be in my friend group in high school. I tell someone that. Then, everyone in the dream starts to tell us to look up at the sky. The sky to the right is incredible, there is these really colorful and elaborate shapes in the sky moving in some sort of pattern, and they change every 10 seconds or so. People are getting their phones out and I get my phone out as well, changing the patterns with some sort of filter I have. I remember feeling like the world was going to end in this dream, like things were starting to align and everything felt so right in that moment. It was all making sense, the sky was acting up that day, someone famous was in town for some reason, the girl I had wronged in the past was there for me to forgive. And I was okay with the world ending in that moment. I am suddenly in this view of different regrets in my life coming before me. People I did not like would come up, and I would simply just tell myself that I did not care anymore and let the grudge go. <PERSON> came into view, and I apologized and washed that regret away. Dirty things were appearing and I was just forgetting them from my life. I felt this high that I only get while in dreams. I felt like my body was floating upwards and I was telling God to take me away and I had tears coming out of my eyes. And then I was paralyzed and could not move. Those dirty things were there with me in this small space, and I was struggling to move. In that moment, I started to take on the form of my friend <PERSON>. Then I jerked myself awake.