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I had two dreams last night. I am working to get LDs, but did not get any this time. It is only natural, since I only just got my motivation truly back. Here are the dreams: 1# My family moved back to a certain house (not a house I have lived IRL). I did not like it at all. It was a detached house, but it was not done yet. It is yard had sand and not grass and stuff. The house was yellow. It was a little dark inside because it did not have that many windows. It is roof was very low. It was weird and uncomfortable. I did not like the houses location. Other houses were not very close and there was a lot of long grass outside. It was like if the house wasI on a beach or something. I tried to imagine normal daily life in that house, but it was hard. I did not think I could enjoy it. There was also something about the area that bothered me. Two guys were killed within nine days (I do not know what the "within nine days" meant but that is what I was told in the dream). It had something to do with a company that my dad was working for in the dream. Great. 2# It was my birthday. I was having a party in a park in a certain city (not revealing what city because of reasons). I was going to the area with my family. Many finnish YouTubers were there. They were going to have a gig (if that is the world). I saw my favourite <PERSON> there and I went to take a photo. I told her she was my first idol I have had. She had her dog with her. Some guys started playing. I recognized some of them. I did not like the music. It was just lame. Others did not like it either. There were many people from my school in the park, but they did not talk to me. No wonder, because I had an ugly pink dress. I also had way more weight and was just uglier than IRL i am going to. It was all just weird and lame. I went to eat. There was some woman there. I think I talked to her. I saw my crush in a large group behind the stage. Yes, behind the stage... No one liked the music. I talked to someone about the music.