An account

Well at one point in time I had an extensive journal but considering this is the first time I have been back since 2010, it is all gone so we will just start with last night. Teeth I am with my best friend <PERSON>, and we are sort of in this inhabited desert area. Most of it is deserted; I know there is a wooden, crumbling shack behind me but I never turn around. In front of us is a store of some sorts, and <PERSON> is with her new truck. She is on top of it, and I am on the ground looking up at her. We are discussing something but I cannot think of what. I remember we somehow materialize into the shack behind me. It is someone is house, and I am up on the third floor in the bathroom. I am staring at myself in the mirror, and I realize with a very paralyzed sense of panic that my front teeth are falling out. Nothing gory or painful, just casually dropping out of my mouth. I remember I was really freaked out, but I was just sort of passive and disinterested. I recall turning and facing the bathtub. I end up with a mirror in my hand and I am staring at my last tooth. I wiggle my mouth and it just drops out into my hand I remember staring at my bare gums, and running my tongue over the gap in my mouth. Again I get this feeling of apathetic terror - this is revolting and alarming, but I just do not really care. I remember I end up staying in the bathroom, and I am holding my teeth in my hands. Graphic Warning I pick up one of my teeth and it is got the nerve ending sticking out of it. It is like a thin, hair like string with a little spiked ball at the end. I can liken it to the pollinating part of a verbena flower, but I doubt anyone else will get that. I actually just googled nerve ending and the images for it look close to exactly how my dream was. Anyway, I remember staring at it and being really afraid it would hurt if I touched it. But it did not. I remember plucking them out of my teeth just for the heck of it. I got to a pair of my teeth stuck together. It was my broken tooth in the back of my mouth so I am assuming more just fell out. I pull out the nerve ending from it and it fascinates me. I remember waking up and being terrified it was real. I was very relieved to run my tongue over my still in tact teeth