Screaming or howling

2/27/2015 I saw myself appear on the bed i was sleeping on and was thinking about how I wanted to enter a dream lucid during my nap time. I could not move and slowly started to fall a sleep.I saw black darkness than sudennlly light began to appear.After that I flew onto a platform above a football field.I wanted to see <PERSON> again and began shouting his name. In the distance i could see someone running on the field. It was a guy with <PERSON>'s long white hair. Even though he did not look like <PERSON> I still felt like it was him anyways.I hugged him but got too close to him and forgot that i did not want myself to do that anymore. Suddenly I was pulled from him and the dream world began to break apart. I was like "NO!'. Than i saw blackness and slowly started to appear in a room that looked just like the room i was sleeping in. I was curled up to the side of the bed, heard static and a mechanic random sound(sounded like a coin being tossed in a room with lots of reverb) and my vision was black and white and a little bit blurry. I kept telling the dream i wanted to see <PERSON> but it did not listen to me. I could not move and felt so stuck. <PERSON> i heard a dream character walk into the room. It was a lady. She said "So you want to be like a sixteen year old that wants to go and party huh!?"Than she started to beat me with a blanket and her hands while i was paralyzed."Well now i do not have to worry about this anymore!!I am sick of it!!" she said as she kept hitting me. I kept thinking of the dream becoming more kinder to me but it gave me nothing and than the lady punched my stomach. I was real mad now. "OK!IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO CHANGE THIS DREAM THAN I WIL!!!" I said than broke free of the hard paralysis. The lady began screaming and fell on the floor.She was a chubby, dark skinned woman with a apron on. I sounded sort of like a monster when i shouted at her too. I than used my mind and hands to grab the lady and twist her and squish her.She shrunk and was distorted as i was doing this to her and than changed into a twisted blanket. I felt that the dream world was going to throw me out for this but i did not care. Than it did just that and i woke up.(("(>=Min <=me)no))How could you be so cruel to me dream world!?.Perhaps this was because i did what i was not suppose to do to <PERSON> though. Even so she did not have to hit me!!*flips a table*Ok I am done raging now.