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The time is late in the afternoon, walking under the cold rain. My parents are walking with me. We are walking towards a toy store in front of the parking lot as I struggle making my way through the parking lot. I feel some sort of weakness. I do not know why but my feet are half paralyzed, so it is going to take a really long time to walk to the toy store. My parents are already there. "Keep walking!", I said to them. I made my way under a parking lot light pole and stood here for a while. I am taking a rest here. It is such a really good feeling I have here right now. No one is bothering me which makes it even better! It seems pretty calm. I see a few cars pass me by and there is a school I see in front of me. There is someone in the crowd. She looks a lot like Trinh. She is wearing a red/white jacket and blue pants. I am positive it is her! I am going to walk up to her and get a better look. It is her! It is Trinh! It is really Trinh! She looks exactly the same way she does in the waking world! I have not had this great feeling ever since I first saw Quynh in a dream! I cannot believe this non lucid helped me find out the way Trinh really looks! I walked up to her and hugged her and gave her all the love she can get(not too far). I see her face and automatically believe this is all a dream. I will never have her in the waking world, friend or girlfriend, so I know her just standing her is all just a dream. I am kissing the this girl and as she kisses me back, she makes those funny lip kissing sounds. Her lips feel nice as well. Nothing about her feels strange at this moment. And even though she was not the first girl I fell in love with, she is still more admirable than the first, and not so much like a bitch.