Voices

bedtime, ~10:15pm, yay! finally! g/f (reading in bed on her phone) woke me mistakenly with sound on phone, boo, this put me off for the whole night. bo! around midnight, fell asleep again? 2am woke awake until 7am! Up out of bed sitting in other room from 5-6am or so <PERSON> like my ability to fall asleep was completely broken. I felt the "jerk" of approaching sleep many times but each time I jerked awake. I think this is hyper-alertness from a lot of day work and strong intent. It felt like the time I tried to WILD for 5 nights in a row and eventually lost the ability to fall asleep, with that same sensation of approaching sleep causing an "AHA! DREAM approaching!" reaction, preventing sleep. + girl at party, young for me, but I am close with her, look at her face closely, odd-ish face, not exactly attractive, but I think I would kiss her. Then she goes around to my back and hugs me from the back, and whispers into my left ear, "I like you.". I answer, "I like you too!" Her father (?) is in the room so I am inhibited. She is in front of me again and I place my hands on her torso, feel her ribs, she seems a bit scrawny and overly thin. + LD #256 In a large, high-ceilinged, dimly lit, white room (more like an empty building with white walls), I am lookin over my shoulder to the wall to the left of me, I quickly sense dreaming/dream location, not entirely sure yet, but I get up on top of the low solid white wall (it is like stucco) in front of me (like I am in a loft or higher area above a lower area in front of me) I feel light and "feel like I can fly" so I lean forwards and glide ahead and to the right, and knew I was dreaming. fly through series of crystal-cave like narrow tunnels (little more than body width in diameter) that keep extending into the distance. Fly through areas that keep extending 3-4 times. The visuals are dark gray-scale coloring. lucidity fairly high. play with colors, I declare the "next area will be green" and colors appear in the distance (blue/green). Visuals fade, I expect them to return, and they quickly do, see something in the distance, and approach an area like in a Star Wars game, a section of dark corridor in front of me opening into a small round-ish brightly lit room with equipment, an automated turret or other machinery on the ceiling, that becomes a droid or a stormtrooper as I approach. I pull my lightsaber from my belt (always works! It is always there) and ignite it, get a good solid lightsaber sound, but no visuals [as always]. I will it to be solid and bright, I say or think "be BRIGHTER!" "be BRIGHTER" several times and I get a weak transparent green cylinder to appear. The robot/ trooper approaches, and I wave the lightsaber about to attack, as if I am slicing it, but it is like a flashlight, no inertia or weight, and I think it is not doing anything. I am past the trooper and I am inspecting the surroundings, very detailed and bright, numerous objects are lying about, I move on through this room into an adjoining room, where 3-4 people are sitting / reclining on low chairs or chaise lounges. Some are female and I get the idea for "a bit of fun" (but I want to keep it short and quickly move on, to avoid waking). Visuals are very clear and crisp. Spoiler for light sexy-time: I give the one on the right (brunette, mid 30's) a (clothed) quick two-handed goose. left hand on her right breast, feels pliant yet firm. I step back and decide what the heck, and I tell them to show me their breasts, and I wake up. + [vivid, mostly forgotten due to abrupt awakening] another gathering, fairly long, party book, photos and sheets printed, cousin?