Voices

Dream Lucid Partially lucid February 6, '11: Had another successful WILD. It took a long while, and I moved a couple of times. But eventually I imagined that I was moving, and I felt my dream body move. I got up. It was dark. I rubbed my hands together and on my body, and looked at my hands until my vision got better. I was in my old bedroom. I opened the window and stuck my head out. I shouted out to the sky "Hey dream!" I heard my own voice return from the distance, it said "Hey!" I shouted "What force is keeping me from doing what I want?" (thinking mostly of past lucid dreams, but also waking life.) It was a little difficult saying it right. There was pause and the voice just said "Hm." I almost woke up. I tried again and asked the same question. The voice answered and said "fear cells." I asked what that meant. It had something to do with internal fear. I asked "How can I overcome it?" but I do not know what the answer was, or if there was one. As I was asking these questions, the window opening kept getting smaller and I was somehow stuck. I looked at my hands throughout the dream to stabilize. Then I went outside, crossed the pond on some kind of tarp that was over it, and I climbed up onto the bridge (all of this is in front of my parents' house). I was barefoot and I felt the wood of the bridge with my feet. There were some guys walking around wearing what looked like hotel uniforms. The pond was now purple and boiling, with lots of waves and steam coming from it. I asked one of the guys what it meant. Either he responded or I concluded that it represented my "inner turmoil." But I said, "It is not always that bad. See, it is calmed down." It had calmed quite a bit, but was still very wavy. I asked how I can make it better. The guy said "grouse." I said "what is grouse?" Turns out it was a meat that a lady was handing out to people. I asked the lady if I could have a piece. She was not very outgoing or friendly, but she gave me a stick and a piece of the meat to put on the stick. Several people were going down to the water to fry the meat on their sticks. I kissed a girl in passing. I did not want to get too distracted by sex. There I saw <PERSON>. I said hi and told her that she was dreaming. She just said "OK." She was happy and friendly, but did not seem to care about that. We went down into this little room area with a wooden floor, where the frying stuff was suppose to be. But it was all gone. Someone commented that the floor was not even warm. I shouted out for heat. I did not feel any, but the other people said it worked. I sat between <PERSON> and another girl, and talked. I noticed that the patterns in the wood floor looked like letters. But they did not make any sense. Suddenly <PERSON> kissed me and I got very aroused. She said that it was my dream making her do that. Gradually I was losing my lucidity. I told her that in waking life I like her but I do not want to have sex with her. And soon after that I woke up. This is a significant lucid dream for me because usually dream characters in my lucid dreams are not very responsive. But these were definitely responsive and conscious dream figures. Also because it is the first time I have addressed the dream with a question.