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Monday 3/18/13 bed around 1am -7am. Nap 10:45am-11:30am Holy smokes, this was a good one. About 30 min of chaining. First WILD, rest a mix of WILDs a DEILDs + 1 lonely FA. I was really torn between getting up and writing it down and between continuing, and that got reflected in FA in which I got up and wrote stuf up, only to ralize 5 min later in next DEILD that I did not do it. The entries were absolutely amazing. More energy oriented then ever before. Othere times I used to get up with my getting up or rolling out. My mantra was "slow down, look around". List is not in order of it happening. Sensations: 1. Vibrations, which i managed to make stronger by thinking "energy, energy". Boy, did they ever got stronger. Incredible massage. All I could think of was how can anybody not like vibrations. 2. At least 4 times I got out by rocking my body lengthwise, from feet to head. Incredible real feeling. Once I continued the motion and started floating out like from my head. Once I got out by falling backward head first. 3. One exit when I realized I can feel the papers on the desk I was WILDing at (not there in WL) so I started touching papers and desk and saw my arms and got up. 4. One exit - I kneeled on some stairs (like for older pets to be able to hop on bed) and tilted my head forward and down to get the falling feeling. LDs: 1. I am walking through one story house in tropical spanish style. (watching too much House Hunters international IWL). Lots of big, bright rooms. Come to the patio with huge flower pot with big leaf plant (like a banana tree) in shape of a casket. I am about to freak out but I do not alow myself to do that. Instead I think "no, that is not it, just a flower pot". 2. I am sitting with mom and I am writing something. She does not like that so I ask her if I should rather carve it into my arm. She likes that even less. I pick a ballpoint pen and "carve" write 4 - 4inch letters on my left inside forarm. The ink is not sticking everywhere. Mom comes back with a first aid kit. 3. In one of them I remembered the "slow down, look around" mantra and actually looked around 360 degrees around me. I usually never look around, just move forward. Added 4. On two occasion, I was blind and thought about wiping my eyes clean, but then decided to do it the easy way and take off my sunglasses instead. I think this happened after exit by falling sensation, not by getting up. If that is so, that is great, because I do not remember having success with this type of entry before. Added 5. On one occasion I counted my fingers. Left hand had more than 5 fingers, and they looked dirty. On both occasions it got brighter. In one LD I started to see a wall infront of me. It was grey and textured. I normally do not like going to places I do not where I am going, but said to myself to stop being a chicken and something nice will be there. So I went through the wall pushing it away with botm my hands, as you would push away spiderwebs in your way. Man, I hope I remember more. I am so stoked. They were all short, most of the time just a few seconds, but I had such a good time. So after almost all this, I thought it is over, so I changed position but got vibrations again and was thrilled about it. Then I said I need to get up now if I want to remember any of this but got weak vibes again.