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Everyone eventually has that special someone in their life. Wether it is a mother, grandmother, aunt, girlfriend, etc. The special person to me is my girlfriend, i am extremely in love with her and plan to ask her to marriage in a few short years, if we manage to last long enough. But.. everynight for over a month now i have been having these horrible dreams of her either breaking up with me, cheating on me, or dying. i mean imagine what its like to see the person you love the most DIE almost every other night... that is the worst one, but i mostly just see her cheat or break up with me... i am starting to wonder if she is causing the bad dreams? i mean we do not live with each other, we see each other almost every few days but... if i am asking her to marry me then i will be with her everynight, and i do not know how that will affect my dreams, it would be great if they went away. But i do not think i can take these dreams if they get worse. i might do something i will regret...