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I went back to bed after an hour or two of being awake because my training got canceled. 40 minute nap right here from hell: This dream is like...the reason why you do a reality check every time you wake up. I "woke up." There was a chandelier in the middle of my room. It was swaying back and forth. Ugh. That is creepy. I got my camera so I could show <PERSON> later, because that thing was moving on its own. As I recorded the video, I looked into the display. Through the camera, I could see something pushing the chandelier back and forth. It looked like a dementor. I decided now was a good time to leave this room. I "woke up." Ugh thank god, I thought. I sat up in bed. There was a chandelier in the middle of my room.swaying violently. WTF? I did a reality check...dreaming. Honestly, this is not how I wanted to spend a lucid dream. I sighed, and left the room immediately. The halls were really dark and it was hard to see. A cat ran past me. I heard a laugh. I "woke up." Was this over yet? I did a reality check.dreaming. I needed to go find a dream character to hang out with. Maybe that would take my mind off of the creepiness of this entire dream. I waded through the dark hallway until I found the bathroom. There were some housemates in there. Good. I started talking to them about wonderful nothingness and my mind was happily distracted. That was, until it came and found us in the bathroom. A bleeding cat walked in the bathroom. I "woke up." I could feel myself waking up in reality, but it was so hard to get up I felt glued. I felt myself being pushed back into the dream, or maybe I just never even left it. I did a reality check...dreaming. This was such bullshit. It is really easy to say, ohh but <PERSON>, just distract yourself, do something fun! No...lucid nighmares do not work like that. You can forget, but you have not really forgotten. And when its an invisible fear like this, it is hard to fight. Anyways, I went downstairs to the living room. It was full of light. My crush was there, and that made me supper happy. I felt safe. I hugged him. I put my hand against the glass window, and willed the glass to slowly crack. Cracks originating from my hand slowly formed until the glass became too weak and I pushed my hand through. It was really beautiful and I did it a few more times. I was having fun with this, until I heard that desperate meowing. The cat, still covered in blood, jumped through the cracked holes in the window. The cat looked at me, and it menacingly smiled. The cat fucking smiled a bloody toothy smile. I "woke up." I did a reality check.dreaming. I left the room immediately, I was not even going to look to see if that creepy chandelier was still there. I walked through the halls until I found a fire extinguisher. Foam, foam everywhere. Fuck you creepy ass chandelier-bloody-cat demon. Foam > you. I played in the foam.