Screaming or howling

Well, "yay." My reaccuring nightmares happened again last night. NON LUCID-BUS FISH AND MORE I was dreaming about my bus stop and a fish talked about how he is proud of his son, and how he is not 3D (computer animated, the fish were cartoons resembeling Fish Hooks o.O) Then, I looked in the bus window and found out it was a dreamm or my sub-c did, and I was in darkness and could not even make noise, usually in my SP I can scream without moving my lips. I woke up and went back to bed. Vividness: 3.5/5 NON LUCID-LUNCH ROOM HORSE (These dreams are very short. I had nightmares everytime I went to bed.) This time I was at my school with <PERSON>, and we were getting lunch. I told her about what I had dreamt about "last night" ^ and the lunch lady said, "You idiot, to find out if you are lucid dreaming, just say 'horse.'" After she said that, I ended up in the darkness again, and I had to wake myself up by saying, "In the name of JESUS I will wake up." Twice or more. Usually, it works for the first time, but I guess he is mad. Next, SP kicks in without me even dreaming! These stupid Hell-ish dreams! Every other night I have them, and I am sick of it! Everytime I get lucid, it turns into it. I could have had major fun last night, flying and going crazy, but my fear prevents me from it. NON LUCID- A GUY? I fell asleep again, and some dudes made fun of me, for being the same? (I was a guy in the dream with blonde hair.) <PERSON> stood up for me. Then, as the fight started, I entered SP and woke up. Vividness: 4/5 NON LUCID-WELL, LUCID BUT NOT COUNTING B/C IT IS HORRIBLE! I dreamt of flying. Since I knew I was dreaming, (because of the DARKNESS and inability to see the sky!) I entered SP because I found that this was like a spin-off show of my reaccuring nightmares. I went back to sleep. Vividness: 1/5 because it is dark. NON LUCID-LUCID OR NOT, WHO CARES? IT DOES NOT COUNT B/C IT SUCKS! I was at the Smith Center at my school. I was sitting next to <PERSON>. "I am a Christian." I said. I told her. So, I said, "I denied <PERSON> in front of my best friend. Now I must admit him to everyone." <PERSON> smiled encouragingly. "Say it loud, say it proud!" She said. I yelled, "I am a Christian!" The people next to us said, "Okay, girl, get ova it." I said no, and went up to them, like 'what you going to do about it?' kind of thing. I was like "I am a Christian! I am a Christian!" They were wearing light green necklaces. Then, before the "fight" ended, everything got dark. Guess what? <PERSON>. I woke up, then all I did was think about my previous dream, the guy. (It was not FA, I would know, because I remember falling back asleep.) When I thought about the guy dream, I fell asleep straight into SP. Straight into it, I just closed my eyes and ended up dreaming! WTF!!! I accidentaly said "In the name of <PERSON>, I will NEVER wake up from this dream!" Oh, no! I said that! I was doomed to eternal Hell? I really thought I was in Hell. But, right when I said that, I woke up. It must be opposite day in Heaven. To wake up, I screamed in the dream, but then screamed in real life upon awakening. I must have been dead for real, lol. I was freaked out by it. Vividness: 4/5, darkness cannot really be vivid. * I am not counting this as a lucid dream, or dreams. They were lucid, but nightmares. It sucked! I listened to binaural beats before I went to sleep, or a little bit before in the day. <PERSON>, I do not see how it changed my normal dreams, do you?