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There are 2 of me in this dream. The one me who was me was the one who has to die ((sorry if this is confusing)) lol..and the other me existed but I never got to see that me in my dream! I am on my last day of being alive, I go to town with my Dad and I buy some strawberry laces ((the sweets)). We now go into a shop and I see some flower transfers on the wall, they are for sale, they are so pretty and glittery, I am attracted to the pale blue one and run my finger across it as I admire it. <PERSON> now notices a floral handbag, I say "that is really nice" he says "yes...you can try it on for your mom then. I put it over my shoulder and think "why would I need to try a bag on for her??!" and I think this is a bit weird. I am now in the town and I am on my own. I now see my Uncle M and he comes over to me, he is in a wheelchair and wearing a black ribbed hat. I speak to him and tell him what is going to happen to me, he is crying and hugs me and says "it will all be over soon". I really do not want to die, I am so scared and cannot really understand why I have to. I now meet my hubby and he takes me to a place where my coffin is. The mattress inside is made out of black leather. I now have to say my last goodbye to my hubby and then I get in my coffin and lie down on the mattress. It all cracks under me like it is rotten and it is all wet, dirty and horrible. I now lie down and shut my eyes waiting for myself to die, I am scared shitless because I do not want to and I want to live my life not the other me, but I have no choice. I know there are other dead people in coffins around me and I am thinking about this as I lie here. I suddenly hear my Pigeon gasp, I jump up out of my coffin and go and check on her and she is gasping for air. I notice she is not in her bowl now ((eh!!!??)) But she has tried to get out and is caught between the table and the lid of the bowl. I take the lid off the top of her and shout to my eldest ((who has suddenly appeared from nowhere lol)) "she needs water, quick!!" my eldest just stands there and does nothing and then a bowl of water appears in my hand, I give my Pigeon a drink and she is now better. The Pigeon now begins to talk to me and she copies what we say. It is not time for my Pigeon to die yet, she has to wait untill I die. ((dream skip)). Myself and my <PERSON> are at a cemetery, we are looking at a grave that has been newly dug and I realise it is for me . I say to a woman who is with us "no..wait!!!, we want to be buried together" she says "you cannot now but maybe when your both dead we can put you together" I reluctantly say "ok then". I am so jealouse that my <PERSON> can stay alive but I have to die. I begin to wonder what it will feel like when I am dead but the other me is still alive and I am very, very confused. ((The feeling I had in this dream was bloody awfull, I cannot explain it but it was not nice atall !))