Voices

Date:03 <PERSON> around 50 caffeine (latte), way too wakeful again WILD: I finally feel as if I am not in bed anymore but somewhere else, so allow myself to look around (do not remember opening the eyes?). Yes, I am in an unknown room that has a slight resemblance to grandma's place. At this point I recall 3 tasks and notice that there is not a single DC here. The dream feels unstable and I recall that we talked how 501 would examine his hands in detail to anchor himself in the dream and decide to do so. I have a good look at my hands, which look quite realistic and similar to my real ones and move on to my arm where I concentrate on the fine hairs. I also remember to do the old classic stabilization where I lick my arm but with little effect. I still feel the dream slipping away and nervously walk around, thinking maybe I would try this opposite task I had in mind, but I begin to lose vision. The lower part of my vision becomes a blur and I begin to feel weightless, so conclude now is not a good time for that particular task. My vision gets somewhat better. I turn around and see a window, a good opportunity to get out of here. There is distinct coldness emanating from outside and I am sure it will help me freshen up and condense me back to normal. Before going out, I briefly wonder whether to bring a blanket or something, since the air is chilly. I open the window and push myself outside. In the meantime, a girl passes by carrying a blanket that she drops nearby. I ask her about her NY resolution but cannot hear what she replies. The dream collapses. <PERSON>: I very briefly touch on my body and concentrate on dreaming again. There is a confusing mid point dreamlet where I remain in darkness and can hear women talking around me, I keep still, waiting for the dream. I feel a scene change, but decide I will wait a bit longer to allow the dream to fully form and maybe it will be more stable. I finally conclude it is ok to move and begin exploring. I am in my old room and can see that the voices from the previous part belong to a number of women. They are sitting on couches around a table with food and drinks as if there is some sort of party going on. A friend from school is also there. I remember the NY resolution task and make an announcement that I would like to hear what their resolutions are. My friend says "I want some juice" and points at the table. A bit unsatisfied with the answer I move on to the next woman who looks in her forties and repeat the same question. She just stares at me with her mouth open. I wait a bit but not a single word comes out. There is another woman sitting next to her and I address her "what about your beautiful friend sitting next to you?", I feel as if I am moderating some sort of show. She says something about a friendship club in New York. I try to memorize as much as possible. The dream soon ends. I make a quick review in mind and wonder if I should try to go back for more but really need to visit the restroom. I also remember a fragment that I cannot allocate, where I was looking at a blue/grayish backpack with something written on it by CL.