Screaming or howling

Did lots of incubation tonight before my day off tomorrow! Lucid right now. I am dreaming mind now. Going tothe rainbow to taste the rainbow. I am dreaming right now I am dreaming right now. My mantra is I am lucid. I am in a dream I am lucid. I am in a dream. Then I go flying off to experience the taste of rainbow - I am happy and showing it and lucid. Then when I have seen myself accomplish this I see a tree in the distance and I decided to go and climb the tree that I can complete task number two and climb up a tree and see a wonderful view and marvel at the view. And I rejoice that I have been able to do my tasks have been aware my dream then at the end I do a reality check and then I do a reality check real life. My mantra ; Again I am lucid I am in a dream. I am lucid I am in a dream. To this throughout the day and before bed but definitely throughout the day with reality checks. Children playing around, making food, enjoying ourselves Approximately 7:30 AM Sunday 31st of May I did not meditate this morning but I stayed in bed to carry on dreams. I asked myself what am I doing wrong I have no lucid dreams? I asked myself is it my perception? Or maybe my self awareness? At this point I began to say my mantraI turned onto my side and experimented with the way that I said the mantra . Sometimes I said it as if I was saying to somebody. The next very quietly into myself ... the more I did this send the mantra quietly into myself the more I had experience which was out of this world. For some reason I decided to stick with the mantra I am in a dream I am in a dream. As I whispered this mantra to myself everything began to change.The H .I .was beginning to get strong so I decided to take notice of it. I remembered that one lady had said when you have a strong H.I then pick A particular point within it and say I am there. Then she said you should be drawn to that point. That is exactly what happened I picked to the point and then I began to be drawn to that point it was like a surge of electricity catapulting me towards that point. As I moved towards PowerPoint Indian music began to play very loudly and very clearly I almost reached that very point where I do believe the dream was beginning. However unfortunately I experimented with that surge of electricity and told myself gently back out hoping that I would be able to go back again - It was because this feeling was so unusual had never felt before the weekend to play with and file. Later I have been told by friends that I you could have almost experienced full blown wild.! The time is 7.09 AM Monday, 1 June. I did wake back to bed however I was a little emotional and so could not focus properly. I did have two experience is very similar to yesterday's wild attempt. There were two times I have reached place but did not quite - one time I did actually reach a place that was pitch black and I knew I was in the dream. I screamed out into the darkness to "<PERSON>, mum - help me. You are the only ones that can help me! " I called out again very very loudly and to begin back into my senses in my bed. But I definitely was in the dream and very aware of it so it was a lucid dream.