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Dreams I am pursuing enlightenment and different states of consciousness with Spock from Star Trek. There is a scene I incubate and it would appear and I would know I was making some kindof progress. I was very scared and I was at a table with a Spock action figure talking about it with him. I could feel changes happening to me, and I tried to snap out of whatever change I thought was going on. I am at <PERSON> house and I look up at the ceiling. It is made of wood and the upper floor is filled with water. It is buckling the roof above me and there is a huge bulge where the water is about to leak out. For some reason it feels very significant. It has something to do with the secrets of <PERSON>. I am sitting down somewhere in a different building and I look to the right, there is a glass window and some art exhibit below outside. In front of me is more glass with some of my profs sitting behind it. I start talking to one of them but the glass prevents any sound from travelling so we try and read eachothers lips. Another prof beside this one thinks that I am talking to her, so she starts speaking as well. They both seem really into me. I think the profs are part of another exhibit and some of the people behind the glass might have been dolls. I was in some building not a prisoner but I could not really leave. There was a cute girl on the phone and she was asking me directions about the streets around the area. My sister? is outside the doorway and I ask her these questions and relay them to the cute girl but she hears the answers directly from my sis. The girl is ordering french food and I ask her how much it is, I would like to have some french ood too. My sister comes over and is like "really? you just ate -blank- and pie as well and are still hungry?" "I did not have any pie." I say. Earlier I was at an art <PERSON> and <PERSON> was sitting on a bench sleeping so I woke him up. He denied that he was sleeping. I went and looked at some jewelry that was part of some art on the floor. I am on a bus at night with KZ and I am very disturbed about the whole Spock thing. We are going far past my house so I ask <PERSON> if he wants to get out and start walking now, but he says we should wait. Somebody takes a picture of me with a really bright flash. It was <PERSON>, <PERSON> says. I take a picture of him with a flash but its not leslie anymore its <PERSON>. Am I dreaming? I look around and seriously consider it and get a little creeped out at the possibility. <PERSON> goes "woohoo!" or something and I wake up. -I wake up kindof disturbed and fall asleep a little later. Just fragments of the next dreams.- Dreams I wanted to go study in Paris but somebody did not want me to go. King <PERSON> from A game of thrones is at the front of a lecture theatre and some game is going on. He tells his guards to bring him my head, but some people object. I am afraid. There is some gunfight in a hallway related to going to Paris. I remember running into my grandfather and having a brief conversation with him.