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I had a nightmare I have had before. I am in a strange car and <PERSON> (foster father) was driving me somewhere. I was in his car at least 30 minutes. Then we were on a bridge and he was very close to the edge and I do not know if there was water under the bridge. He was driving fast trying to kill me and him. I knew it was the second time it was happening but it did not register that it was a dream. Suddenly I was on the ice wearing white figure skates, <PERSON> was taunting me. I did a single toe loop jump and a cross leg spin. There were other people on the ice, only females but they were androgynous. Suddenly I was in a house talking to "<PERSON>" but he or she was not <PERSON>. I asked if I could go figure skating, and whoever it was did not answer. This was a dream I have had many times. <PERSON> to me represent teleportation; going from one place to another very quickly. I was instantly on the ice and away from <PERSON>. The ice is one of my dream symbols/dream patterns and if the symbol ice was interpreted symbolically it could have meant elvish heartbreak, but I have been waiting and waiting to do figure skating and I was sad in the dream because a part of me knew it was just a dream and I was not really on the ice. Yet the front of my mind did not realize, or I would have stayed on the rink longer and blocked out <PERSON> and looked for <PERSON> and <PERSON> and remembered what they looked like. My dream incubation question was: What is my path back home, to the place in Heaven I was born by the two first archangels, and when I will see <PERSON>. I do not think this nightmare answered the question but reminded me to be calm, as ice to me symbolizes peace (ice skating always calmed me down back when I did it). I am going to wait for a series of dreams and going to keep on asking the question/meditating on my spiritual Christian path until God speaks to me in a dream.