Recurring dream

This is a sort of recurring dream that I have. The subjects are different, but the theme is always betrayal. I attribute this to the fact that my ex-wife was cheating on me for at least a year before I finally had enough and left her. I am in a hotel or dorm or some mass housing complex in an apartment that is supposed to be mine but I do not live in an apartment. It has several rooms and all them are painted white. I am living with my girlfriend (one from over 20 years ago) and she is hanging out with my best friend a little too much. As the dream progresses, I find them getting closer. I try to put a stop to it, but I cannot. They continue through the dream to get closer. Everytime I am looking for her (which seems to be all the dream is about), I find her with my friend. Finally, I start to get enraged. I through things around, fight with him, and her. I punch him, but he does not seem to care. I push her hard onto a bed, and immediately feel guilty. You are not supposed to strike a woman. I start to cry. I cannot fix this. I feel lost and lonely. Dream fades. I am on the ground picking up quarters that someone has dropped. There are hundreds of them. People are walking past me looking at me. I feel like I am doing something bad, but I continue. I find a Silver Dollar, and pick that up. Dream fades.. Conditions: Fell asleep: 1:00am 2400 mg of Omega 3 Fish Oil before bed Lots of food before bed COMMENT LUCID NON LUCID DREAM SIGN