Knocking

<PERSON> after wbtb wild attempt Went to bed around 9 pm and listened to WB audio book 100b6 Had some dreams to record around 2am and lay saying mantras for a while feeling refreshed and awake ...till about 3 - then sat up saying mantras etc in proper wbtb till about 4am. Lay back down for wild with fan and earplugs and seriously supportive cushy bed I usually set up for wild attempts Was in a dream where some wise ladies were helping me with an extremely painful lower abdomen...it was very painful and they were caring for me in a very comfortable place. They said they needed to perform an operation on me that had potentials to be dangerous and needed to be very exact with the surgery - They were going to have to knock very hard onto my abdomen at some point and then pull down that which did not need to be there any longer out through my vagina. I am terrified and ask for painkillers and rescue remedy. As far as I can remember I am getting ready for this operation Later I find myself lucid in my dream - I am speaking with a girl who is encouraging me - ' I am lucid so I know I am dreaming!' ' Yes you are' she says ' How can I get better at lucid dreaming? Can you help me?' I ask her 'You get better by having more Lucid dreams - it is the only way - through experience' she replies 'Right - ' I say ' We heard you can fly right? So go and fly!' She encourages me kindly ' Yes I can - ok then I am going to go fly! ' I am exited by her and the kind words she offers me...I feel she knows me well... ' OK bye then' I wave to her and gently put my hands then body very easily and fluidly through the walls that make up the room around us - it is an effortless move of my body throughout the wall, as if my body and the wall are made of the same pure light. I look at my body and at the wall for a few moments and see clearly we are made of the same ' partially invisible light ..,' - nice I move into the sky with a sweeping motion, gently flying not too high but up enough to get a feeling of the vast surrounding land. It is beautiful to fly again ...The light is bright and I feel very at home in the dream ... As I think this I have to be careful as my WL body becomes evident and the bright light comes in - ...I persevere and am steady again with my Lucidity ... I am suddenly beginning to fly back wards and feel I want to fly forwards towards the most beautiful sight that has just appeared in my view... I do not struggle too much but 'know' I will fly directly towards this magical looking place. And so soon I do - I have never seen anything like it but have heard of Lucid dreamers going to such like magical, heavenly beautiful lands! Wow - is this my opening to such a place I cannot help but think the girl who told me to fly knew I would see this amazing sight if I got myself up into the sky in fight, I feel very fortunate! The Heavenly Place looks like something from another world - nothing on earth like this - it is Amber and yelled hue's shine out showing a spectacular opening in the bright light that surrounds these twinkling gates. I so very much want to experience this place but as I fly towards it I feel my WL body ... I soon wake into the dream of my WL reality and lie in bed for a short time remembering the spacious feeling, sights I have just uncovered - it is time to get up I am now determined to go to this place again .soon