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This is not a nightmare persae, but a dream that filled me with horrible emotions and made me sick. (Not literally) <PERSON> was in hospital. As it turns out it was me who could decide when to pull the plug. My grandma was talking, smiling and looking more alive then ever. But she left an essence of hatrid and betrayal. I saw the plug and pulled it. She died upright mid-sentence. That was all i had ever wanted and it made me feel so satisfied. But then i started crying. Tears of sadness washed down my cheeks. I could not speak. I talked with my eyes, trying to show my happiness. I was left in a state of mixed emotions and everything around me became a blur. I do not recall the ending but I think I leant over her and questioned my life and the people in it.