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#401 - DILD - 7:40AM I was really wanting to get lucid all night and had multiple awakenings. Later in the morning I wanted to try WILD, but felt super sleepy and a little distracted because my son ended up in bed with us all night and my wife had left for work. I was worried that my son way going to roll out of bed, but I finally decided he was not, I forget about WILD. Luckily, having LD on my mind gave me a DILD (however crappy) Lucidity scale - 4 then 8 I am at work and someone plops a package in front of me. I pick it up and examine. The packaging is shifty and as first it looks like my Dollar Shave Club razors but then it transforms into some potted cactus seeding that I have ordered in waking life. I am excited at first but also confused why I am getting mail at work. When I take a closer look I see there is something like snow or ice on areas of the cacti. They begin to feel super cold and when I pick one it is as hard as a rock. I also notice that the soil has spilled all over inside of the plastic bag they are in and the soil looks like chunks of something brown. This is super annoying but I am mostly upset because they are frozen and likely ruined. The supplier said they only ship live plants on Monday to avoid this sort of thing. I falsely realize it is actually Monday and wonder if it was lost in the mail. I look at the shipping label and see an odd address. I laugh and take the package to another part of my work area. As I do, I notice the cacti now look like halved cucumbers set in soil. It is odd but I dismiss this and tell Crystal, a co-worker, how they totally messed everything up. I point out the address and it reads, [My full name] 13[something with a lot of digits] Country RD Desa, ID [some zip code] I blurt out, "Idaho!?! Are you kidding me?" Crystal just looks at me and continues working. I sit the package down and turn around for a moment. When I go back for it, I see the package has disappeared. I look around for a moment and find a jar of brownish candies. I consider eating one, but I pause and ask <PERSON> if she minds. She tells me that its fine since she ate some of mine. I become filled with anxiety when I realize she must have eaten my cactus soil. I panic a bit not sure what to do when something finally dawns on me. I am at a low level of lucidity here and I randomly roam around my work place. I am going down a long hallway when my phone rings. I do not recall if I heard anything or felt the vibration or just randomly checked my phone, but I see a text and a Snapchat from my friend <PERSON>. I say, "Oh <PERSON> not now. I am trying to have a lucid dream here." I lock my phone and decide to reply after I wake up. Der. I continue to wander around but my vision is deteriorating quickly. I feel myself hold my eyes wide open trying to visually stabilize. I suddenly now become highly lucid and begin to try to recall my goal. However, its all too late, the dream is crashing, and I quickly wake up. I consider trying to <PERSON> but I am way too awake and the sun is brightly shining in the window.