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4 Mini Wilds Just wrote all all out and it was deleted so this version will be shorter. Went to bed around 10 PM after being on DV. Took small amount of melatonin to help me drift off and 100 B. Said mantra's as I fell asleep. Listened to Gateway to Inner self a bit today too - it is great! Had a row for <PERSON>'s albite brief ones I did wbtb from 3.30am to 4.15am and massage to my back and said mantra's - I set up the bed. I put on the fan and earplugs and I mask. I lay back down for a long while because of the comfy bed and the massage I was able to stay still for long time with no problem - Dreamlets passed and spasms jogged my foot and other parts of my body - sleep to my body came Finally. The first wild was happening- I was drifting off and a dream came ...in the darkness I walked up a dark road to the side of the road a figure came to greet me with palms together in a bow. I suddenly felt my body separate away from my body in the bed - i love that feeling and I know i am Dreaming. "I am dreaming" I called out happily and knowing I had just come from a Wild dive I was a bit giddy then I called out "next level now" then I called out "higher self now" ( these are from <PERSON> book but I should have given myself some more time to settle in to the LD I believe this was all a bit too much too soon and I found myself back on my body <PERSON> still - letting things come and go .some time later dreamlets were entering my awareness again I started to make sense of the visions and felt I was standing next to a moving train ...I throw my heavy bag up onto the train and then managed to jump up myself just as the train was picking up speed and moving off into the open track. I was on the last carriage and looked back at the terrain I had just jumped away from - it was a beautiful place " it is India - how Wonderfull " I cried out happily " I am so happy to see you again!" Oh - the sky is a beautiful blue and I feel it is a wonderful place to be in my lucid dream world I am back in my bed after feeling the shift come on...I lay still and waited once more The next was a dreamlet recognition again - in the darkness I can make some shadows out - there is me and 2 others - I am very aware that I am transitioning into a dream so need to act carefully and with ease...I shoot the dangerous robot guy with some metal discs and he starts to disintegrate - I move towards the other person as an attempt to get the Lucid dream going ... I grapple about in the dark about and am back in my body... The next was myself in a dark room with 2 others - Little <PERSON> and <PERSON> says under his breath that <PERSON> is a child and I see <PERSON> is hurt. I say to <PERSON> should be respectful towards people as they are to you" He laughs as I walk out. I very badly wanted to carry on but had to get up - tomorrow I return ! 4 successfull wild Dives - i spose they could have been deild's but i cannot be sure as it felt like some time between each re- entering ...not quickly. I am happy with my awareness during the dives as being present and able to respond to the dreamlets is something I very much wish to work on more and more ...yay " It is happening !" - I feel good progress in being made after about one year of pretty steady work ... My LD number is now 110 - mostly Dild/Mild's