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This was quite a vivid dream that upset me a lot. I dreamed I was late for a maths class in one of the small auditoriums at the university. I saw the girl I liked(in real life as well) and my best friend sitting next to each other in the jam packed hall, which is not a problem, we all study together. I sat one row behind them since they did not save me a space. Not long into the lecture they started holding hands and later they even kissed. What bugged me the most was that my friend had a girlfriend and she knew it and they both new very well how crazy I was about her. When I confronted them after class I just got those nonchalant "I do not care" expressions. I woke up there and then feeling as emotional as I never felt before(do not know what emotions, it was a mixture of many things) and it took me five minutes to convince myself that I am awake...