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Background: This was very close to morning. All my dreams are tier 1, in other words, they make sense. And after settling down and examining this one it made complete sense. Does not mean it did not bother me. Also, I know this was a ridiculous dream, feel free to laugh at me. Dream: So, when Marvel was filming the first Avengers movie they were in my town. I had quite a bit of serious stuff going on in my personal life and really could not have cared less, despite being a huge comic book nerd and not (at that time) being obsessed with one of the actors as I am now. By the time I saw the movie in the theater it finally dawned on me how wonderful this guy was. At one point in the movie, I recognized where he was and it dawned on me that I had walked in that same place about a dozen times and had been close by and could have seen him. Frequently. It was about that time I started beating myself up about this. Of course, I let it go and tried to move on despite my obsession. I saw pics of this actor on set at his new movie yesterday and then last night (or rather, this morning) had a nightmare that he was filming another movie in town and this time it was in my backyard (we have a very picturesque location), but something was keeping me from seeing him (important classes, work, something). It was so frustrating, I felt like I was missing out on meeting my soul mate...for the second time.