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All 4 of my grandparents are alive and fit and well. I see my mums parents a lot more as my dad's are always on holiday and I get the feeling his mum does not like me very much. His dad however is one of the loveliest people you could ever meet, a true gentleman who always opens doors for me, pulls my chair out at tables, puts my coat on for me etc. My mums dad is lovely as well, I get on so well with him we always laugh and joke together. Anyway I dreamt last night that my dad's dad had died. Yet my mums dad had also died as well but not both of them, its really weird to explain, probably because I call both of them "Grandad" and of course I was absolutely devastated and at the time I knew it was just one of them but somehow it was both. It was horrible as i am so close to both of them in real life. I then went out somewhere to do a job, or it might have been college i cannot remember, but I wanted to be let off doing the work by saying he had died but did not want to actually say it I cannot stop thinking about them dying now. Luckily (I guess) my mums parent's came over today for Easter so I got to see my <PERSON> and gave him a massive hug I love them all so dearly