Buzzing

After some time of mindlessness (concentration on nothing) my consciousness started to expand... I felt buzzing sound in my head. And my consciousness slowly shifted out of body. And I walked. It was pitch black place... I felt myself to move but I had no reference points to tell that I am really moving. I came into light room. A few young women were chatting on one side of the room. I thought that I will come to them to hear what they are talking, but I was unable to steer to them. I was unable to stop walking. I had not enough will to do that. I walked straight to the wall and through it. I was in darkness again. I heard mumbling, talking. In that darkness... So I was trying to go toward the sound. the sound was going louder, louder, louder .. fainter. So I reoriented myself and again tried to walk toward the sound again. After a few tries I got to lighted room with a few non moving women and men. I was walking straight again... Into wall. And I got stuck with head inside the wall. I thought that it was interesting and that to unstuck myself I have to walk backward... So I rotated my body and reversed into wall and through it without problem. I was again in darkness. I wanted to meet someone interesting. Even scary ghost would be interesting. I thought that being in darkness and thinking on such topics would materialize something. Then I heard some deep rumbling. Ach something is coming, I thought. And I cleared my mind. Nothing came... I waited for some time Then I walked again. I got again into lighted room. It was empty. I walked to window and through it. The glass was trailing as if it was transparent membrane. It did not allow me to come through. Then it burst into bubbles and I was outside, in the nature. There was nothing but meadow behind me. It was night, lighted by big Moon. A diffuse ghost like figure made of tiny light particles was walking by my side. She looked like my soulmate. Then she dispersed. Then she condensed in front of me... And again dispersed. And I was walking forward tirelessly. Remarks: I was listening yesterday this music: <URL> I heard parts of it through this experience. <PERSON> Dougan- Nothing at all I want to be still I want to walk into your grave where I can shelter in peace until all our cares have blown away let the whole world fall away and fall into my arms stay with me I do not know how long we have got left and so I am asking you to forgive me I learn as I go to float far away into silence and just watch your face and find some kind of grace in that quiet bliss can I stay and say nothing at all, at all where will we go when we get old when the bustle and the noise get too frightning when each and every angry word is banished to the past that when I think we will learn as we go to float far away into silence and I will watch your face and read of patience and grace in each line there work each day all for nothing at all, at all and the few words I say they mean nothing at all at all will you walk into the grave with me will you leave this empty world soft and wistfull to sink into the dark, dark earth and never reappear would be blissful to float far away into eternal space and God's silence where I will watch your face and find patience and grace in each line there drift away into nothing at all at all find the grace to be nothing at all at all fade away and end up nothing at all at all at all at all