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My dreams have been gross and painful to record lately, and there is no sign of it stopping, so I might as well write about it. Of course, if you are reading this, the reason it is public is because it is just embarrassing, not something that would actually be bad to share. I was with my parents. I cannot remember what we were doing. We stopped at the pagoda, <PERSON>. I walked away from them, stopped, walked to where they were. I was browsing on my Discord group at some point, difficult to tell if it was a false awakening or not. I have not been remembering to do reality checks lately. There was some drama and shocking things going on. I woke up in a completely unfamiliar apartment, next to my internet friends, yet I seem to talk to him through Discord. We cuddled while I discussed my earlier dream. He mentioned that he heard of one of the fucked up things I listed. I cannot exactly remember but it was a website called "Corpse Forest", it films porn done on top of mounds of dead bodies found in a forest that people go to suicide. I woke up. I lapsed back into sleep while trying to do my reality checks, and they tested negative. Then I truly woke up, so that was worrying. I did my reality checks several times to make sure I really am awake this time.