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It is been six days since I practise to have Lucid dream. As day goes on my dream recall dropped to nothing. I was disappointed and I thought today I cannot recall anything too. Yesterday before bed I read others motivation to have lucid dream and I harness my self affirmation to calm down. I could do it too. Gratefully, I recall one that I have before my actual wake up time. To my excitement it was a lucid one although I cannot control it yet. The dream went like this: * I was in a guest room in my own house. The scenery was gloom. I did not really recall what I was doing there. Next I went to the bathroom to prepare for the day. When I was brushing my teeth my gum bleed. I bleeding profusely. I was a little worried because it bleed abnormally. In my logic, I have a friend who had her gum bleed as she use a certain tooth paste. So I just accept the logic that I was in the same situation as her. It is tooth paste's fault. "Is it true? I never bleed like this when I brush my teeth before." I said as I ask myself in my heart. "Indeed. Never but today you have." I answer myself. Not really pay serious attention to why. After I rinse my mouth and and wash my face I notice the bathroom door was open a little. I took it as I forgot to lock the door. As I reach to the lock I notice the lock was made by a piece of wood that being nail in the middle to the door frame. It was an old lock that we use before. I also notice the wood lock was so small and cannot be use to block the door shut. "Why is this lock is so small like this?" Again I ask with my heart. "It is usually like this." "What a bother, is not it usually big? It is not small like this. dream?. is not this a dream?" As I said that I look at my left, see the sky through gapes that we have in the bathroom. "Is this for real? No way!" I quickly made reality check. Pluck my nose and I can breath. "It is a dream. Oh my I am dreaming!" As I said that I thought my dream is so gloom. So I want to make it bright. I intended to teleport to somewhere. I made spinning technique and as I spin I feel my surrounding became dark and the bathroom begun to shrink. My dream was fading. I was so lucky that I made the spinning technique. I stay lucid after that. I was forgot that spinning technique is for to stay lucid too. I fail to change the surrounding. So, I said to myself, it is ok. It is your first time so take a look and feel the dream world for now. Then I get out from my bathroom. Quite happy I repeat "I am dreaming, I am dreaming" As I smile and running up the stairs that connect my kitchen to my main house. I feel like floating. As I reach to the guest room, I once again make the spinning technique to see if I can change my surrounding. I fail because I cannot actually picture anything. So I pinch my nose. Again I can breath, mean I am still dreaming. "It is ok." I said Then I sat in the guest room and once again look around me to make myself accustomed what it feels like in the dream world. I stare at my ceiling and I saw two lizards doing something inappropriate. As I stare at them, the lizards' form change into something a little bigger like squirrel and they float down to floor. Not long after that I lost control and just let the dream took over again. I once again in the stairs. I hear someone at my door. Then I saw my mother and sister doing something. Then nothing.