Screaming or howling

Backstory: Extremely long story short: I am a dreamer and I dream with lots of different dreamers, spirits, and entities. I have a very open mind, have lots of relatively cool dreams, but I am extremely mistrustful and sarcastic. Simply, I do not like most people due to a somewhat higher-than-average intelligence. All this said, here we go: 3 months ago: Nightmares building up to larger nightmares. Not-so-fun lucid dreams. 2 months ago: Captured and residing as a captive in a not-so-fun location. All month long. 1 month ago: Dreams involving a long and painful killing (of me) by my old roommate. At the height of it I was waking up kicking and screaming (so unusual for me). June: Finally feeling like myself. I ate something terrible in dreams three months ago hence I felt pretty lame until now. I had wondered what revived me and brought me back and it seems it was an assortment of things and people. This morning I woke from dreaming (grateful to have uneventful dreams) and thought of DreamViews. I was thinking, perhaps, maybe some of the answers for what I have been up to might be found here. Having found some interesting details, I am pleasantly surprised. It seems when I am on the edge of death I reach out to people. Go figure. While reaching out it seems there was some kinship involved and I brought somewhat of a mess with me. Just, let me say this: you should have seen the other guy. I was hoping healers would do what they do best and it seems they had. I mean, they exorcised thousands of demons from me years ago, what is one more dark entity? Notes: Dreams can be insane. They lead to adventures of consciousness which cannot always be rationally explained. How does one rationally explain telepathy? How does one explain that I needed to come to DV today? When there is a strong enough need, desire, or intent this is what often allows telepathic communication to occur. I may not like re-connecting (or even connecting) with people, but sometimes when it is life or death it warrants unusual circumstances. Now that things are decent I am uncertain what is left in terms of adventure. I mean, I have already done quite a bit for a few lifetimes--I am sorta hoping happiness and enjoyment are in my future. I am pretty fucking tired of the whole slaying demons thing. Speaking of happiness and enjoyment, I am somewhat interested in dream sharing if anyone is interested in having their sanity challenged.