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10 pts- First WILD of the Night 5 pts- Subsequent WILDs 2 pts- Chain a lucid 2 pts- wbtb 2 pts- interact w/ a dream character 10 pts- teleport =31 pts and total (31+73=104 Total Contest so far) I had trouble w/ my first 2 wbtb's and the dream recall so I will not count them. D3 I was on this big slide and the first guy I ever had sex was w/ me. We were both back in time as young as we were then. Both way too young to be having sex but we did off and on for a few yrs in real life. Did RC but did not need to because I realize how absurd it is that we are both young and I know I am married to <PERSON>. It makes me lucid and I am having sex w/ this guy which I know is a dream so I just go w/ it. We had sex behind this green house which was the actual place I lost my virginity in real life so it was all youthful fun. We were trying to do it everywhere, just like back then. I then jump forward in time and I am w/ <PERSON> which is my ex-girlfriend. I am so excited to see her. I am telling her that I just came from the past. Then my alarm goes off for my wbtb. D4: She is still there in my WILD, now I am chaining a WILD. But we start walking. It is all hard to describe. I am still talking to her about jumping forward this time in time and how I came from the past. She starts to kiss me and I know it is a dream so I just go w/ it. We are making out and talking about how we have missed each other and our friendship. (We were best friends before we were girlfriends and lost our relationship in the end. It was really sad because she is battled cancer, yet she was a toxic relationship for me to be in IRL.) The scene starts to destabilize. So I jump back in time to where the guy is and we have more sex, breaking a fence in the process. When this happened, the dream tried to destabilize and I jumped forward in time to be w/ her again. I kept jumping back in forth in time and lost track of how many times I did it on purpose so I will use the low end scale of 4 times for point purposes. Eventually my alarm went off again for another wbtb w/ no success. Important note: I have an ethical dilemma w/ sex in dreams because I am always lucid in such scenario because I immediately remember that I am married. I talk to my husband about my dreams and he does not read my journals as an act of privacy. But, today I lied and feel like shit. I told him it was not lucid because he knows how real they feel and did not want to hurt his feelings. I think I did the right thing because I had already blurted out the time jumping, the first guy thing and her and he immediately asked me if I was lucid. Hence I said no. I had a sense he was going to freak out if I told him I kept jumping back and forth for sex while lucid. Oh the dilemma. 3 Step Goal: Fly Element Manipulation Practice a Waking Life Hobby Personal New Goals: Voyage through a crack I make in the earth Find my dream house Take a magical train to another country Week 1 task for Team Vampires Fully transform into your team's creature (Vampire)