Voices

Decided to take a nap in the living room while <PERSON> was on xbox in the same room. So I would drift in and out, but I never moved nor opened my eyes. It was weird, it felt like it would have taken effort to open my eyes fully, but I could hear <PERSON>'s voice the ENTIRE time. Anyway, so the 4th or 5th time I felt like I was asleep, but still on the couch, I decided to stand up and walk to the front door. I could not get to where I could see very well, but I knew the front door was only a few feet from the couch, so I just kind of felt my way there. Plus I could hear <PERSON> as if from my right hear, hollering at the xbox, so I knew I was going the right direction. I opened the front door, half wondering if <PERSON> would notice. But he did not, so I was more sure that I was dreaming. I even waved my hands in front of my closed/blind eyes, and could see a little bit. I walked down the sidewalk, towards the mailbox (which I could not see yet and which does not exist irl anyway, because we have those stupid group mailboxes on every block like they do now in alot of neighborhoods). I was thinking of the valentine card totm. I got to the end of the sidewalk, fully expecting to feel for a mailbox, blind or not, when I got some vision back. It was super sunny. I looked all directions but saw nothing, then when I turned around, I could not see any houses at all lol. Then I turned around again, and saw a little house that could count as mine. So I walked up to the porch and had a hard time seeing again. I felt along the wall by the door, thinking to myself "I know that mailbox is right about HERE" and then I found one of those little mailboxes that you hang on the wall. I reached inside and felt a few things in a stack. The first was a letter and the rest were poofy pink and red heart stickers. On the outside of the letter, it was written in pencil and clearly a child's handwriting. It was alot of letters, but it did not make up any words. I opened it and inside was a little valentine cartoon comic. The first frame was a purple hippo, pointing to the right. The caption underneath said "The shortest time pointing ever!" The last frame was a pink dog with little red hearts all around his head, like he was in love with the purple hippo or something. Then it said "Happy <PERSON>'s Day," but no signature. Then I felt myself on the couch, and decided to force my eyes open for real. The second I did that, the dogs that were sleeping on me irl jumped off me and started barking at the door, because FedX had dropped off a letter haha! It is not valentine's though. But the weird thing too was: the door was open O_O And I am pretty sure I closed it before I took my nap. I asked <PERSON> but he does not notice anything when he is on xbox. And I could hear his voice, the entire time. Really interesting lucid for me. I feel almost like it kept me TOO grounded irl, and maybe that is why I could not see well, i do not know if related.