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There was a club. It was lead by a man that was leader of the "club" or it was also like "camp". It was an awesome camp, and everyone wanted in. The funny thing was, it was in the parking lot of a softball park where I play. The camp leader told me to go kill my dog. So I went to my little blueheeler (<PERSON>, i do not care if its not spelled right i named her when i was 6) and layed on her and muffled her until she went limp. I have already been told the reasons for my dreams. This was me taking orders in a special squad in the army. I have been told I am a reincarnation of people that were in the army and fought in Germany. (I got a reading from <PERSON> with the Spirit Fair, the Spirit Drawing things) She would told me I was a dove person. She told me, "Dove people were those who went into war, and after vowed never to go back. I have known a few dove people to go into the military. They always never went into war because of something. Shot themselves in the foot, pregnancy, bad behavior." So I guess I cannot ever join the army. She told me more in the reading that explains more of the war in Germany and my other dreams.