The feeling of being watched

Before I went to bed I was reading a fiction book called "Lucid" by <PERSON> and <PERSON>. It is about these 2 teenage girls who dream each others life every night they go to sleep but they do not know each other or if the other is actually real. So far, they suspect that the other is real but so far only one has tried to find the other but was unsuccessful. Very Lucid Dream! I was talking to this older woman and there were other people around and I suddenly realized I was extremely lucid so I decided to ask the woman if she was my spirit guide and at first she said no and then I remembered someone saying that you should ask 3 times because it seems to be a theme that on the 3rd time that things seem to change and you seem to get the real answer. The idea was that dream characters will say they are your Spirit Guide but it is not true. So I asked 3 times and then I got really really angry because I was not getting answers. Then the craziest thing happened. I lost time somehow but I was still lucid. It was like someone was trying to guide me somewhere and I just started losing time. I was very lucid so it was all very strange. I had the overwhelming feeling that I was being watched but not by something or someone sinister. I remember saying I understand everything now. That I know there is so much to our state of being is more than a physical she will. Basically the body we occupy while we are here is a she will with our spirit occupying that space. Also I was saying that there are so many things going on that we cannot see. I basically communicated my beliefs about our existence and that of others. I obviously do not know quite everything but I feel I know quite a lot for someone at my level of state of being. We are energy like everything else and that being in a human body limits us be pigeon holed into thinking only in physical terms. I will not go into all of my realizations of the world we live in because it would become a book, lol. I found myself flying around in a rage because I just was not getting all the answers I wanted but I just kept losing time while my ranting was going on. After this I kept having chaining dreams which included the characters from the book I was reading. Many Lucid Wilds and DILDs but I did not stop to write anything down because they just kept happening. I felt as though I have been kind of blocked lately and felt the need to l just purge my dreams, if that makes sense. I woke up feeling very enlightened but also left with questions about why I kept losing time. Ironically before I went to bed I was talking to my husband and told him that I have never felt I have lost time during a lucid dream or in sleep. I have had it happen when I was drinking though back when I drank but I know that was just the booze, lol. But on September 18, 1989. I was driving with my first husband. We had just got married that day which is why I remember the day. I was the one who was driving along this river. I was showing him where I used to live and I lost time while I was driving and till this day find that to be very strange. If anyone has any theories on any of this I would love to hear them! <PERSON> of details-Blue Side Notes-Purple Astral Projection/AP-Brown