Nausea

I was going through some old dream journals and thought I would type up a couple for reference. The first dream occurred shortly after I heard that my family had been in a minor car accident. Everyone was fine. Well, except for the wildlife involved. August 2009 I am rock climbing at the local crag (but in a different city) when I get the call. Mom hands the phone off to a grief counsellor or something. She tells me that my dad has passed away, but do I want to see my huge birthday cake? Hey, do I want to have the phone held up to the body's ear so I can talk to him? I am watching the head get cut off of the body, presumably having to do with cremation. I close my eyes, nauseous. Scrambling down a steep trail now, made of granite and overgrown with tree roots. I am thrown into what seems like a very vivid memory on top of the dream I am in. I am a black man in South Africa, and I am brandishing a knife, trying to fend off two men who attacked my wife. Except with roots. My dream-ego, still looking on from the first dream, hopes that I am not going to hurt anyone. My strike goes wide, and I injure my wife instead, watching with horror as her blood spills to the red ground. She is dead so, so quickly. Our local equivalent of a doctor appears, and she tries to slice my wife's body down from the roots that are binding her, thinking she might still be able to save her. She will not. Our son! Our son us still here. I take him and run. Mortality. Scare Factor: 8. I remember chalking up this one as "The Nightmare of 2009". I did not remember the dream until I read about it though. It is not quite so scary when I remember "Dad's fine; I saw him yesterday." Within the dream, the dream-within-the-dream was a memory of a previous life. It was so vivid, I practically felt the same way when I woke up.