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Long ass dream here with my best friend whose currently in <PERSON>. (i think it is a signal dream) I was at home with my friend O and we where just about to go outside. The sun was shining, i wanted to go right but my friend saw 2 guys on the left side and he wanted to go there. I was reluctant but i agreed. *dream skip, do not remember* We are in a car with these 2 fellas and it turns out that they are two seasoned gangsters. They talked O into doing murders for them and we did. We went to some places and i think O killed some people. *Dream skip* Later we are walking down the street and they requested something hideous, O had to shoot a kid at a kid's party. We did not want that. We ran.. We ran but realized if we just ran down the street they would catch up on us. I saw an alley somewhere and i said O get in here. As soon as i was in the alley i realized one of them was going to come from one side and one from the back, they had us cornered. There was a backgate of someone is house and it was not locked. I signallled for O to get inside, we did. We where standing in someone is back garden. I tried opening their backdoor and it was also open. There where people in there and i was afraid to go in because they had a right for privacy.. (how dumb) We stayed outside and the gangsters saw us . They took us with them and we arrived in a park. There was one kid playing there near the river with a ball, a few minutes from now O was going to shoot this kid. It was so sad. O walked first and he started playing ball with the kid. Me and the gangsters got out of the car and we walked over there. There where suddenly loads of kids and was a busy kid party. I was standing near a wall thinking that O is going to grab his gun any second now and kill this kid. One of the gangsters came up and talked to me. He mentioned that they do kill people but they only do it at night. So O did not have to kill this kid, he is only convinced he HAS to kill the kid. That is his problem he says. Then a girl i knew stood next to me, <PERSON>. I said "Hey <PERSON>". She said "Hey Emiel" Huh? Emiel, that is not my name. I looked over to my left and saw 2 babyfaced kids sitting there and i realized she was talking to them and one of them was Emiel. **fuzzy memory, wake up**