Voices

dream 1 - I am on a bed with some friends talking about how a person in dream talks in gibberish that does not make any sense, which is actually a call from someone. He is a monk in the phone. I go with 'what?' because he is not making any sense. Some point later in my home apartment, I see a Buddhist monk who called me before. He is wearing Tibetan monk outfit with red and yellow color, and he is holding a huge ball with spikes hanging with chains and a stick. He plans to hit me with it, but before it is late I gently tells him to go outside the door, and he turns back and gets out from my hand gesture. (he is close to me) then I close the door and lock it, but the monk tries to open it. Some locks get opened and I lock them up again. I push the door so hard so he cannot get in. My dad comes and I desperately begs him saying "dad, help me! This crazy monk is trying to get in!" and he seems he wants to help me, but he says "what is going on?" and I say "come on, hurry! and you have to talk not so loud, he can hear us!" He looks at me for some seconds and he says in whisper that is impressive "if he has the intent to attack you, then he is going to break through the door 100%. If not, then he is not going to." I realize I am pushing the door too hard even if the monk is not pushing it from opposite direction. I wake up with my heart beating. WILD - I lift my hand up but it is heavy. 'At some point I can just lift my whole body in a second.' Then some moments later, I easily lift my whole body and enter the dream. I am in my home apartment again in my brother's room. I try to open the veranda door and there are 2 strangers - one mother and one daughter who looks around at my age. I wonder if they can see me. The mother is right in front of me and she does not even notice me. I am invisible?! I open the door, and they have noticed me. "Wait...you can see me?" The daughter says yes. I try to go out of the veranda, but I am a little scared to jump off. The mother distracts me talking about her daughter, but I do not remember what she exactly says. I eventually fly out and morph into <PERSON> with black jacket, and go behind the apartments building and try to summon <PERSON>. I go behind a building and he is not there. But when I turn to the left he is right there. But I say "<PERSON>, why do you have grey hair?" He has the same exact hairstyle that I made in my drawings, but somehow his hair is dark gray. (Maybe he is overlapped with <PERSON>?) I see his side of his face and he has dark, strong eyebrows and sharp looking eyes and nose. He is wearing dark brown winter jacket. I think he would be tall, but he seems shorter. <PERSON>'s kind of tall too...I convince myself. As we walk along together I try to make him say something. He has really lighter voice than I think. He says about something, probably commenting on the background - senseless banter. Eventually we meet <PERSON> and other DCs at somewhere not indoor but not even outdoor looking place. I see my shadow below me and I do not have PPM's antennas. I try to make them somehow with dream control but it does not work very well. We just playfully talk and laugh.