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Just woke up because this dream was sort of like a nightmare, other "nightmares" are usually solved with my own intuition (hero d but this one got me by surprise... sorry for my bad recall, and horrible english upon waking up G: I am with my mom (no setting just, there. Possible on carpet) and two extremely small bugs, about the size of a pebble, a white one and a red one. At sight, the bugs were kind of creepy and I wanted to smash them, something led me to not and I think my mother showed me how the can be friendly by having one crawl in her hand. So I want the red one, to play with, it crawls up my hand and it tickles, I just observe it running around in my hand, it eventually jumps down by itself and I make my hand look aggressive, like another animal, and the red insect pulls out fangs in its mouth. I really did not want it to bite me so I stopped, and it eventually did not want to play with me. So I go for the white insect and I play with it, but for an even longer time, and I come to like the white insect. After a while I stand up, suddenly I am in the backseat of a car in the middle to my left and right are my niece and nephew, and in front is my mom driving and my other niece in the passenger. I stumble over to my right because the red insect surprisingly jumps on my hand and I accidentally smash the white one and it makes the most horrible miniscule smashing sound ever. I am in a bit of shock, I had just made a friend and I killed it,the red one vanishes away from my focus by the sound of someone yelling, "Open the door!!". I look up to my right and see a house, the car was right next to it. We apparently had crashed and I look behind me to see the dark sky and a giant tornado. I look forward to try to open the right door, but I could not either because the door was up against the house wall, or maybe I was just weak from something. This next part is hard to describe, but its as if my view begins distorting by fading to black for a second then normal, and it repeats. I do not know what was happening to the car, I think it was being sucked down in a hole further down nearby, but I was really confused. At this point the only thing I really wanted was to open the door and get in the house, but I could not, I wake up with the need to go inside the house. Maybe the insect colors were significant? and the natural disaster? Although it may not seem like it so some people, to me it was a nightmare.