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I am with my old friend, a girl who tried to kill herself a couple of years ago but lived. She says something, I do not remember what, and I become furious. I hit her in the face to she falls to the ground. I kick her everywhere and I realize that she is going to die if I do not stop. But no matter how hard I try to stop kicking her I just cannot. There is blood everywhere on my shoes and on my hands and a group of people have now gathered around me and my friend. I beg them to do something and stop me from killing her but they just stand there, watching me with blaming eyes. Suddenly, I hear sirens everywhere and the surrounding trees and bushes catch on fire. The people that was watching me beat up my friend earlier starts to chase me and are soon joined by the police and men wearing military uniforms. I run throw the dark forest and those who hunt me are coming closer and closer and I realize that I will never outrun them, so I hide behind a large <PERSON> and they lose track of me. The sirens are gone and everything is now quiet. I am starting to calm down but then I realize that I am sitting against a window. I turn around and see my friend that I abused earlier. Her face is pressed to the glace and there is blood pouring from her eyes and she looks scary as hell. She crushes the window and grabs me with her bleeding hands and pulls me throw it. Then I wake up. Why do I have so many nightmares? I am never afraid then I am awake and it sure was awful watching her try to kill herself but it was many years ago now and she did survive. It is annoying to have this dreams all the time.